Chaos eternal

by Chaos Eternal

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everything fades to black, a moment of lacking emotion a soft sweet voice of apathy soothes my being then everything implodes, the floodgates are open falling from grace into the bowels of hell trying to embrace change, failing once again black wings of hatred spreads out a crown of thorns to keep the sensation delusions of grandure acting as fuel burning the bridges and salting the soil hatred and aggression keeps me company as the world starts to turn against me paranoia acts a shield and keeps me safe as the world starts to turn against me trust is something I cant afford, peace of mind never in sight surrounden by sheep travelling in circles where is my solitary fortress, when I desperately need it to seek shelter from this worlds population black wings of hatred spreads out a crown of thorns to keep the sensation delusions of grandure acting as fuel burning the bridges and salting the soil hatred and aggression keeps me company as the world starts to turn against me paranoia acts a shield and keeps me safe as the world starts to turn against me
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as I slip into chaotic darkness, I start to feel at home the constant turbulence of this dimension resonates with my very core here everything becomes nothing violently deconstructed chaotic darkness embrace becoming nothing once again chaotic darkness embrace violently deconstructed nothing remains of the universe, everything that ever was is gone swallowed hole and digested no traces of life to be found, beautifull nothingness cold, empty, void of life chaotic darkness embrace becoming nothing once again chaotic darkness embrace violently deconstructed
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I walk this earth a hollow shell darkness and despair my companions a fog of numbness covers my eyes a cloak of hatred on my back a massive weight pushing me down there is no tomorrow to see a deep longing lingering inside to be released and be free of this fucking misery death I call upon thee, release me from this mortal realm let me join my ancestors in chaos, released from this broken world death I call upon thee, release me from this mortal realm let me be consumed by chaos, to return to all lifes cradle I walk this earth in a chaotic state of existence no matter what I do its all the same satisfaction hard to be found lifes point eludes me and Im called by the beyond now the time has come to answer the call death I call upon thee, release me from this mortal realm let me join my ancestors in chaos, released from this broken world death I call upon thee, release me from this mortal realm let me be consumed by chaos, to return to all lifes cradle
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a sudden blow strikes me down no room to breathe, a torrent of emotions my vision fades away, total eclipse of the mind the future starts to dim, darkness consumes me chaos rules, fatality of life completely drained, no more to give everlasting torment, perpetual darkness no way to rise above, anxiety pushing me below everlasting torment, perpetual darkness no end is in sight, nothing on the horizon the world is turned upside down mind consumed with the past and dreams that died there is no future to see, descending in darkness dwelling in the pain, trapped forever chaos rules, fatality of life completely drained, no more to give everlasting torment, perpetual darkness no way to rise above, anxiety pushing me below everlasting torment, perpetual darkness no end is in sight, nothing on the horizon
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watching the world through eyes of hatred revealing its glaring flaws unto me empty shells automated by greed a flock of sheep without any meaning slaves to gold, slaves to greed mankind will be its own undoing slaves unto themselves, slaves eternally no emancipation to be found in the masses lead the sheep to slaughter let them erase themselves lead the sheep to slaughter let them burn in eternal fire watching the world through educated eyes revealing its sickness unto me the blind being led through halls of lies and infused with total obedience where is the rebellion where is the will and power to change slaves to gold, slaves to greed mankind will be its own undoing slaves unto themselves, slaves eternally no emancipation to be found in the masses lead the sheep to slaughter let them erase themselves lead the sheep to slaughter let them burn in eternal fire
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everytime I see your face, I want to slit your throat you are a worthless piece of shit, a waste of flesh how you are still alive is beyond me poisonus parasite walking the earth destroying everything in your wake wherever you I go I cant escape you whatever I do you are right there everytime I look in a mirror I see your fucking face pure fucking selfhatred, my hatred is pure and deep feel the truth in my words, let them cut like a knife pure fucking selfhatred, I want to watch you die go deep inside and find, find the buried truths crawl back to the shadows where you belong let your mind and body go, just fade away distintegrate and dissappear into the night I am you and you are me, we are one wherever you I go I cant escape you whatever I do you are right there everytime I look in a mirror I see your fucking face pure fucking selfhatred, my hatred is pure and deep feel the truth in my words, let them cut like a knife pure fucking selfhatred, I want to watch you die go deep inside and find, find the buried truths
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Im rotting from within, the poision runs through my veins corrupting body and soul, slowly dissolving my being worms crawling, gnawing underneath my skin driving me to the brink of insanity, robbing me of my consciousness thriving in bones and flesh, deconstructing all in its path now I shed the flesh that binds to delusion and tare the battered bones from within now I shed the flesh that holds my flaws I destroy my ineptitude and rise once again the scalpels blade deeply embedded in my neck removing the skin to expose the mask of my former self revealing its false reflections in the light of day I take these lessons learned, and let the past be stronger in body and soul, my former self deceased now I shed the flesh that binds to delusion and tare the battered bones from within now I shed the flesh that holds my flaws I destroy my ineptitude and rise once again
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released October 21, 2020

All music and lyrics written by Johan Ahlqvist

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Chaos Eternal Ulricehamn, Sweden

Chaos eternal is a onemanband started by Johan Ahlqvist in 2014. Located in Ulricehamn, Sweden.

In 2014 four different albums/EPs was released in different genres. In 2020 the selftitled album was released and a remix of "A darker state of mind" was also released. 2021 the EP "The years go on" was released.
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