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A darker state of mind​(​2020 remix)

by Chaos Eternal

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Man is his own worst enemy, but when at his lowest looking inside the abyss that is mans soul can grant the strength to carry on but that journey begins in the dark corners of the mind
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Paralyzed 02:56
with every second that goes by, my mind falls deeper into the void all these demons inside of me, ripping me apart piece by piece theres not much left of me, I cant get a grip of reality visions of my blood on the floor, realisation of my worthlessness my existence in this world, seems nothing more than a lie I am paralyzed by pain, lead to my final resting place there is nothing to gain, now Im lost in this dark maze I am not my self anymore, my path is obscured to me as I lay bleeding on the floor, there is nothing more to see there is nothing more for me, endless visions of agony attacks I cant stand this world anymore, I wish my existence will cease I cannot breathe, I cannot feel, all is lost to me when I close my eyes, the voices comes closer my mental state is black, Im not going back
3.
My salvation 04:30
Im starting to see my own salvation, this widened path of selfdestruction my body and soul in starvation, nothing can make me feel satisfaction everything has been compromised, I have a clear and set course I can see the path of my demise, I will leave this world without remorse I dont care anymore, this is the path I choose life has become a chore, I got nothing to loose I dont want this life, this is the path I choose it could end with a knife, or maybe just a noose this state of agitation, a fierce and total conviction a complete and total infliction, that sets everything in motion there is no turning back now, I will walk this road to the end I can see the path of my demise, I will leave this world without remorse
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visions of my lifeless body brings salvation I dont want any part of your worthless world longing for my release from this sick earth I cant take part of your reality anymore this existence is nothing that I care of Im going to choose another way images of tomorrow, how will I die I dont feel any sorrow, I wont lie hanging in a tree, maybe a bullet in my head I cant really see, but soon Ill be dead soon its my time to die, I am going away it fills me with joy, that I will no longer feel nothing in this world fits for me it all seems so pointless, to live just to die I wont prolong this pain, it has to end now soon I will join my forefathers in hell
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staring into the empty mirror, cant find myself anymore theres nothing left of me, to call a human being the pain is eating my life away, piece by piece Im reaching for the light, stuck in eternal night Im going to dissappear, Ill leave this world forever noone would ever miss me, as my corpse turns to dust tonight I leave it all behind, my rotting soul be gone noone would ever miss me, as the maggots feast with lust it wont take long, to drain myself of life this will be the end, a deep cut from the knife as my body is drained, I will slowly fade away this is my final stand, I slip into decay Im going to dissappear, Ill leave this world forever noone would ever miss me, as my corpse turns to dust tonight I leave it all behind, my rotting soul be gone noone would ever miss me, as the maggots feast with lust
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when I draw my last breath, there will be no goodbyes I long for my death, I leave this world full of lies voices of the insane, *leaving me no room to breathe the souls of the damned, calling out my name my final damnation is clear, as I pull the trigger deaths sweet embrace wont come, a rude awakening in its place Im surrounded by flames, and the screams of the damned my flesh starts to boil, and maggots replace my eyes a thousand hooks in my skin, now my eternal damnation begins death is not the end, my sanity fades away tormented in the eternal flames, I burn in hell forever death is not the end, its the price that I pay tortured in the depths of hell, eternity awaits eternal misery awaits thrown into the furnaces of hell insanity will surely break me an endless cycle of torture I feel my mind breaking down a broken man all that remains Im stuck in this cell, a thousand years of pain no way to escape this hell, I wish my soul to be slain tortured for eternity, I die a thousand deaths today this is my reality, I wish that my soul decay my tortured soul will never leave this place again death is not the end, my sanity fades away tormented in the eternal flames, I burn in hell forever death is not the end, its the price that I pay tortured in the depths of hell, eternity awaits

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released November 7, 2020

All music and lyrics written by Johan Ahlqvist

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Chaos Eternal Ulricehamn, Sweden

Chaos eternal is a onemanband started by Johan Ahlqvist in 2014. Located in Ulricehamn, Sweden.

In 2014 four different albums/EPs was released in different genres. In 2020 the selftitled album was released and a remix of "A darker state of mind" was also released. 2021 the EP "The years go on" was released.
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